I miss so much

I take a look at inside of my heart and see that the grief is the same like as that day.
It maybe many times and things lasted for five years, but my heart remained suspended in his three day breathing and their triggers.

This is the purest, fairest, most merciful, real love in the world.

I miss you so much, my dear baby. And every year this day is the most special, tears day for me. :(